Thursday, June 17, 2010

the first true love

When you are in love everything just keeps on getting better…everything.

The moments become worthwhile…the time memorable…cherished.

Yes the initial rush of hormones, the excitement wanes off after sometimes but for better things. Its amusing people keep on talking about how things become monotonous as the years pass and how everything is predictable…I don’t think these people are really in love…love with time, everything with love just gets better…and I am not talking about security and stability(cliches) …its about the thrill of being with one person and feeling the same excitement everyday… about the person getting more special and dearer with every passing moment…its about the joy of sharing your life with somebody who loves you so much and looks at you with that look…the look that says it all…the forever look…and forever is not boring…forever is for few…the few who break the circle of initial excitement…the few who are not scared of leaping the known boundaries…the few who know they deserve a lot better…

I love my parents…and now that I can think…I see…what this love does to me…and just how important it is…and how lucky I am…I know as growing teenagers…puberty setting in all those hormones…I know I gave my parents a tough time…what can they decide for me…it’s my life and all that shit…literal shit…I hate to say this to all of you out there…but they are right all of the times…all the bloody freaky times… I know approaches are a bit wayward sometimes…but they give you the best advice there is and for free…I mean your shrink does not give your money back if he advice doesn’t work…or pay for all your mistakes and still encourage you …parents do that…and that love is the most selfish and the most selfless…

I love my parents…and its just getting better with time …now that I can think…I see…everyday is so much fun with them… and I see how much I am like them and how great it would be if I could be all like them…

Alright…its getting touchy…later…

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